i am sorry for my bad english

past me was easy to get amazed with beautiful melody played by band's player. i worship anak band so seriously. recent me is so easy fall in love with good writing, especially those that written in english.

you know what? i was good in english when i was at senior high school (i'll define 'good' as an above average level for students at my school). i participated in some english contest like speech contest and even *cough*, debate contest on ALSA (UI). sounds wow, right? unfortunately, i never improved my english since i graduated from school. i become so stupid and hardly understand english. *cry*

lately i've been adoring some writings or blogs or short article or whatever written in english by people from my country, especialy by those who regularly speak and write ini english in their daily life. i've found it interesting to learn english AGAIN after a very long time 'ignorance'-phase. yes, i dont think english that important anymore after i got dizzt studied accounting in college. but now i realized that someday i want to be good in writing and speaking english. i want to be able to understand english in every lyrics i hear, every movies i watch without subtitle, every words people say, bla bla bla, i want to be free from not knowing how to speak and write in english (what do people call it? fluent?). 

but sometines i get confuse how to start it. writing this post maybe become a very first start although i put too much grammar errors in this post (i am sk sorry, dear grammar police). so, in a very humble way, i'd like to ask you all, people with good sense in english, to give me some advices or references about how to improve my ability in english for people at MY AGE ( i always think im too old for learning from the start, ugh). if you dont mind, please fill the comment below. every advice is highly appreciated.

(if you find some errors in my post, please kindly correct it).

thank you for reading. :)